*sengih lagik*

I

wanna

be

16!!

:):):)

Ok whaaaatt~~

Ayu sedang sengih sensorang haha.. :p

And Baizurah, no matter what you say, I'll ignore you :p

..and I'm still sengih sensorang!! Heheh.. uhh, bahaye tullll... :D

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Yesterday before going home, had a chat with Sharil. Dilayankan je Ayu yang sedang angau and bile dia malas nak layan keangauan Ayu, he asked 'bout my trifle pudding yang sy janji nak buat untuk students last week. Hehe.. actually sy sgt teruk. Student sy, Iqmal, tanye, "Cikgu tak pandai masak ke?" dan walaupun ayat itu benar, tetapi sy tak mau diorg ckp camtu so sy janji nak buat pudding paling simple and and konpem org suke untuk deme semue. Dan oleh kerane cume Sharil je gang trifle pudding sy, sy terpakse tanye stock jelly kat dia last week memandangkan kat Billion, Minat mahupun Econsave dan Yawata memasing mogok tamau jual jelly..

Oppss, lari topik!

Hahah, after he asked 'bout the trifle, I remembered the extra milk I had in my fridge and me not being a milk drinker, knew it'd go to waste but he gave me an idea. Mau plak sy masih sedang perak ngan oven sy kaaaann hehe..

When we were smaller, me and my siblings mmg ske main oven.. serius! This DOES NOT mean everything we did then menjadik, most of them were experimental-based that our family sportingly ate haha.. but one of our favourites was one of the simplest recipes available.. Bread and Butter pudding.. or in this case, Wholemeal Bread and Planta pudding :p

Cumenye, we didn't like the sweet variety one, with nutmegs and raisins la. Some might like it though, but we prefered a savoury touch to it so w/pun cadang nak sembang lame skit with Sharil, trus mntk diri nak balik coz in my head I started to remember those childhood memories and voila!

Haha.. ye la.. still not impressive, I know! Tapi ok whaaaaaaaattt.. at least I've 'rasmikan' the baking function of the oven :)

P/S
FYI, I only have this bowl at home that can be used for ovens. I know, this thing should be done in a shallow dish tp I ONLY have this Pyrex bowl jek yang telah dicilok dari umah beberape tahun dahulu.. dan ini juga akan dijadikan alasan kenape sy tak leh nak bake byk bende lagik :p
*Yeay.. ade alasan munasabah dah skrg!! :p*

Yet another indulgence *malu*.. and the start of a new 'tuition' year!

Actually, this is an entry I purposely delayed. After realizing that I've bought waaaaayy to much things for myself (which includes the practical change of tyres, tyre rims, timing belt, drive shaft, tuition books and Clinique thingeys.. as well as the impractical books, bag and bracelets), sy terase sedikit malu untuk mengaku tentang pembelian ini haha..

..so I bought it a few weeks ago after getting my 'duit kut' but kept it in its box until yesterday.

I wasn't feeling well so I stayed at home. Then during the afternoon, I was feeling a bit better but mule la bosan. Watched Night at The Museum for a while, and though I laughed out loud throughout the movie, when it was finished, I was back to being bored.

Then my eyes went to the unopened box containing my purchase.. What the heck! I'd better get over with it, huh?

Actually, I WAS excited to buy this thing finally, but somehow, towards the end of the year, I was feeling a bit down most of the time so when I bought it, I didn't feel as excited as I thought I would feel (Still, I HAD to buy it as the offer price - RM68 less than the usual price - was only until the end of the year!). In fact, it just felt like I was buying my usual groceries, instead of buying something I've really wanted for so long.

So yesterday, I half heartedly opend the box while clearing the kitchen worktop to find space for my purchase.. mase tu baru terase excited skit so I took out some marinated chicken I had in the fridge.. kenape ye? Hehe..

Jeng.. jeng.. THIS was my purchase, and tetibe rase excited plak hehe..

This plak was the first thing I did with it.

Haha, ye laaa.. I guess its not as impressive as if I had baked a cake or made some pizzas ke.. even doing some potato gratin pun would have been impressive for the first 'item' kan? But here it is, my very own oven.. yeay!

Hmm.. lets see IF I'll be using it again in the near future, huh haha.. (grilled some lamb chops this morning.. tp tu tak kire.. when I finally BAKE something, I'll share :p)

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It the time of the year when my hands get all clammy, my feet gets cold and my heart beats so fast, I wish I could make it stop (Err, not stop entirely la kaaannn!)

Yup, its the first week of class.. and time to meet new students! I remember when Zarul, one of my students had told me he was a bit 'afraid' of the 1st-day class as he didn't know anyone. I told him, "Cikgu lagiiiiiiiiiiiiii takut.." Haha.. though I'm not sure if other teachers are like me..

I've got 7 first-classes.. and have managed to survive 4 of them. The first being my Form 1 class in Bagan Serai. The next two was my Form 5 class in Jawi on Saturday afternoon and my Form 2 class in Bagan Serai that night, while I 'braced' my forth class last night at Jawi, Maths for Form 1. And for all those classes, I was the one MORE afraid of my students than they were of me haha..

Would they like me?

Would they see me as a teacher.. as I'm mostly shorter than them..

Would they like me?

Would they like the way I teach?

Would they like me?

Would I even manage to teach them ANYTHING?

Would they like me?

Would I be able to make a differance to them?

Would they like me?

Arrrggghhh.. tak suke!! Haha.. tonight would be my fifth first-class with my Form 2 students in Jawi. Then tomorrow would be my sixth first class with Form 1 in Parit Buntar and finally on Thursday would be my final first class with Form 4 in Jawi.. then the second-class cycle would start, which woun't be as frightening as the first-class cycle, but still intimidating :p and knowing me, this would go on for a month until I'm really comfortable with them..

So.. wish me luck, friends! I'm gonna need lots and lots of them!

Saye suke Kelly Clarkson..

Hmm.. entri ke tige untuk hari ni saje. Ape kene ye ngan Ayu arini?

Huhu, tp kan, saya rase entry ni tak kire, sbb entry ni sy nak paste lirik lagu sahaje :p

Dan kenape ade entry BM lagi ye? Hehe, sbb sy suke bile Cempaka Biru kate entry BM sy yang lepas akan membanggekan Cikgu Nasar (Hahaha.. In your dreams!!! Sy tau, Cikgu Nasar seboleh²nye mahu melupekan detik² hitam semase dia mengambil alih kelas sy untuk pengajaran BM merangkap guru kelas kami di tingkatan lime. Tp percaye lah, kami ni baik je.. dia je ade problem ngan kami hehe.. Betul tak Ami n Misa? Especially selepas Isyam dengan berjayenye membuat kami gelak ngan soklan, "Cikgu, burung pemakan bangkai ni burung nasar kan?" semase kami membuat teke silangkate Dewan Siswa satu zaman dahulu. Hehe, sampai skrg sy gelak bile teringt peristiwe itu dan sy tak leh lupe muke Cikgu Nasar diwaktu itu.. Oppss, harapnye dia tak jumpe blog sy ini!)

Anyway.. opsss, walau bagaimanapun, sy sgt suke lagu ni. Sy pun tatau nape padehal takde pun kene ngene ngan sy tp semase Leong ngan tetibe telah mem'burn' CD Breakaway untuk sy beberape tahun dulu, sy trus jatuh chenta dengan lagu ini wpun mungkin orang kate lagu ni mcm cik Kelly 'trying too hard' skit.. tp sy suke jugak :p

Pastu smlm mase sy tengah teringt lagu ni, student sy dengan baik atinye telah bg MP3 lagu ni kat sy so sy sgt suke :)

Gone - Kelly Clarkson

What you see's not what you get
With you there's just no measurement
No way to tell what's real from what isn't there

Your eyes they sparkle
That's all changed into lies that drop like acid rain
You washed away the best of me
You don't care

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

Sometimes shattered
Never open
Nothing matters
When you're broken
That was me whenever
I was with.. you

Always ending
Always over
Back and forth, up and down like a rollercoaster
I am breaking
That habit
Today

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

There is nothing you can say
Sorry doesn't cut it, babe
Take the hit and walk away
'Cause I'm gone
Doesn't matter what you do
It's what you did that's hurting you
All I needed was the truth
Now I'm gone

What you see's not what you get
What you see's not what you get

You know you did it
I'm gone
To find someone to live for
In this world
There's no light at the end of the tunnel tonight
Just a bridge that I gotta burn
You were wrong
If you think you can walk right through my door
That is just so you
Coming back when I've finally moved on
I'm already gone

I'm already gone
Oh, I'm already gone, gone, gone, gone
Already gone
I'm gone

..lupe lak!

Semalam sy kate: No more indulging..

Tapi sy lupe pulak nak cerite.. Ni pun nasib baik Ayeen msg kak Yong dia meremindkan sesuatu yang kak Yong dia telah lupe!

Hehe.. sebenarnye kan..
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Sy kann..
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Tengah kaaann..
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Tunggu kaaann..
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Buku Twilight yang Ayeen dah belikan untuk sy hehe.. Kalau tak silap sy, ade 2 buku kot dlm set tu (betol ke ye Ayeen, kak Yong dah lupe ahhh!)

Make dengan ini sy mengisytiharkan: Sebenarnye 2 minggu ni je dah 11 buku la sy beli ek.. Huhu..

*lari cari gue nak nyorok*

P/S
Sape mahu soft copy keempat² buku dlm series Twilight tu? Ami bg kat sy tapi sy kan tak suke bace bende yang sy tak leh pegang so sy simpan je dlm pc..

Sape jugak mahu buku yang paling baru, Midnite Sun? Angkat tangaaann!! Hehe, sebab Ayeen bg kat sy aritu.. tp partial draft je la.. Twilight dari perspective Edward plak :)