Can't Smile Without You

Hmm.. arini perasaan cam tak bes.

Yesterday takde ati nak balik umah. Then around 6pm, kak Shima called bgtau kak Zai masuk hospital. After talking awhile, kak Shima ajak berbuke ngan dia as we talked about the Secret Recipe promo. Tak balik umah pun amik baju sbb malas nak ngadap so trus je to kak Shima's place.. tido pun kat sane, pinjam kaftan dia utk tido but bought toothbrushes (ade offer, so beli 2) from Guardian. Facial wash pinjam kak Shima sbb dia pun dah tersangkut ngan Clinique gak heheh..

Nway, arrived back home around 8am tadi. Kuar awal je dari umah kak Shima but went to get some breakfast from McDs.. Tgh tunggu order baru terperasan KFC and remembered Adi kate nasik lemak KFC sedap. Aloo, rugi la plak dah order..

Oppp, lari topik plak.. Arrived back home around 8am. Uik! Magic!! Meja makan ku sudah kosong as opposed to penuh ngan brg dia. Erkk, then terperasan dia susun brg dia atas lantai tepi dinding.. Oooo-kaaaayyy! Hati dah rase bersalah..

Then realized even her plates pun dah dibalut ngan paper, in preparation to move. Uhhh, semakin rase bersalah sbb semalam in the note reminded her brg dlm umah tu is mine. Mule dah tak sedap hati.. and she herself, dengar I balik, trus masuk bilik.. adeh!

Huhu, mmg la I was annoyed, asal balik je dia hogging the TV and washing machine. Atau dok gune dapur tanpa bersihkan pas tu la ape la.. tp bile dia masuk bilik, terase bersalah gak.. adeh! Ayu sungguh teruk!!!

Bersiap la ke school sambil hati rase tak sedap and bersalah (especially bile tgk dia dah susun brg dia skit tepi pintu kuar umah.. adeh lagi!). Sampai school, deputy dean baru panggil untuk agihan tugas for PPKA Alumni. Then tingat, my file for the alumni tertinggal kat umah so patah balik. Kali ni tgk dah bertambah bende kat tepi pintu, and rasenye dia dgr je bunyi kete, trus dia masuk bilik kot.. adeh lagi dan lagi!

So hati dah tak sedap.. then around 11 went to kak Sue's house for kenduri arwah with Irnis, Remy and Fared. We wanted to go for the tahlil and Yasin but we arrived a bit late, dah abis dah pun hahaha.. macam pegi untuk makan je plak.

Then around that time, the other-thing-bothering-me 'muncul' and jadik sedikit tension.. :(

Sampai school, sat at my cube, trying to think. Then noticed Ana nye status and reminded me of a song. Actually, Ana was listening to the song but I initially thought it was something intended for Adi :D Hehe, sowi Ana.. then I told her it reminded me of an old song and she told me that song was actually the reason for the status. She heard it in Hellboy2 so today she was listening to the song repeatedly..

Yeay! Mood Ayu trus baik.. especially when Ana sent the song to me hehe..

So now Ayu dah jangkit ngan Ana, pasang byk kali heheh..

Barry Manilow - Can't Smile Without You

You know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing

I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when you're sad

I feel glad when you're glad

If you only knew what I'm going through

I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song

And brighten my day

Who would of believed that you where part of a dream

Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing

I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel sad when your sad

I feel glad when you're glad

If you only knew what I'm going through

I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find

Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you

I can't smile without you

I can't laugh and I can't sing

I'm finding it hard to do anything

You see I feel glad when you're glad

I feel sad when you're sad

If you only knew what I'm going through

I just can't smile without you