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Friday, June 10, 2005

Entry for Mak Su hehe..

Mak Su.. ni entry untuk Mak Su

I had a chat with my friend Mak Su on YM just now. Maybe ade yang heran.. Mak Su? Friend? Hehe.. she is the youngest in her family and since she and her niece was in my class in AlMashoor, all of us got used to calling her Mak Su too.

Anyway, her chosen topic was very interesting for me. we were talking about a mutual friend (?) who was having problems.. the hati and perasaan type of problem!

Ok, let give a name to this friend. I'll call her Rory (ni gara² tgh chatting ngan Ramlah le ni..). Rory now is torn between two guys. The first guy is Dean (chewah.. sapa tgh Gilmore Girls, tau la..) who is a nice guy, pious (according to Mak su la.. I don't know, I've never seen him) and bla.. bla.. bla.. The only problem here is that he is too far away from Rory.

The other guy, lets call him Hero, is a nice guy jugak kot, but quite cheeky, nakal skit.. Hmm, maybe nakal banyak. The type of guy who looks tough, I guess. The type of guy some of us call bad boy with some characteristics I'd rather not say here. Another thing is that Hero already has a girlfriend BUT he's nearer to Rory.

Now, if I ask you, who would you pick, I'm sure everyone would say, "Dean!!"

But Rory prefers Hero! (Eventhough she DID ask me, kenapa kite suka pilih kaca w/pun permata ada depan mata?)

Arrrrrggggghhhh!!! <-- I can here some of you say this out loud!

But, for girls especially, be honest.. WHO is the one you'd really be attracted to?

As for me, my first instinct was to say, I'd choose Dean and I really wanted to shake Rory and tell her to open up her eyes that have been blinded by this crush she has on Hero but, a distant memory stopped me!

You see, once upon a time ago, I nearly had a crush on this guy who is also considered a bad boy! I say nearly here because I wasn't really head over heels but maybe I had this teeny-weeny attraction to him. I mean, when I think about it, there was nothing really special about him BUT his bad boy attitude did attract attention. I wouldn't really have anything to do with him if he didn't start anything. It started harmlessly and here I'm thankful that I don't really trust people that much, if not, I might have succumbed to his charms. Ok.. ok, I admit, he does have his charms. I mean, though he had this bad boy image, with me, he was different. A bit interestingly charming maybe (though I'd never admit it at the time). He talked to me more, lets say, gently.. even stayed up with me one night when I had to finish a group assignment (NOT IN MY ROOM LA.. online or on the phone, something like that) and refused to go to sleep even when it was too late for everyone.. ok la, sweet la jugak dia!

He even used his mom's name. Though I doubted about that even then but see, every girl has this weakness when it comes to mothers hehe..

Anyway, suddenly I felt that it wasn't my place to tell her to forget Hero. I mean, I sometimes still remember that guy too! All the things he said to me and everything he did.. well, nearly la, tak de la ingat semua.. my memory isn't that good. So, I guess I see what Rory see's in Hero.

I mean, c'mon la all you girls out there. Admit it, all of you have been attracted to guys with this bad boy image. I mean, look at Robbie Williams, though I don't understand what girls see in him, still a majority of girls are crazy for him. I'm sure, all of us have at least once in our lives, found these type of guys, amazing! I mean, duhh!!

But then, as all of us realize in the end.. is this the type of guy we want to spend our lives with? When we get over our crush, we will suddenly see all the obstacles, all the cons.. and yet, we'd never forget how special it felt! How alive you feel with them.. but still, in the end..

Like Dr Jean Gray (ok.. ok.. I watch XMen too much maybe) said to Wolverine, "Girls are attracted to bad boys, but not as someone they'd take home to their family". Deep in our hearts, we know its true! So Rory, I hope you make the wise choice..

P/S
I mean seriously, between Cyclop and Wolverine, who you rather spend your fun time with? But then again, who's the one you'll introduce to your parents? It's really obvious, right?

4 comments:

Rory said...

Andainya jeritan hatiku kau selami,
Andainya impianku bisa kau penuhi,
Diharap impian tidak sekadar mimpi,
Aku menghitung hari bahagia menanti,
Kau selamanya dihati.

this is sms which has been sent by Hero.if you are in my shoes. What will you do?

Ayu Ikhwani said...

Tak tau lah nak cakap Rory.. sbb awak pun ckp yg Hero never really said it out loud with words but his actions cam iyer.. susah gak benda canni kan? When the heart is involved and the head doesn't want to cooperate..

Rory said...

Pernahkah kamu merasakan...
bahwa kamu mencintai seseorang
meski kamu tahu ia tak sendiri lagi
dan ...
meski kamu tahu
cintamu mungkin tak terbalas
tapi.....
kamu tetap mencintainya......

Pernahkah kamu merasakan
bahwa kau sanggup melakukan apa saja
demi seseorang yang kamu cintai
meski kamu tahu ia takkan pernah peduli
ataupun....
ia peduli dan mengerti
tapi...
ia tetap pergi....

Pernahkah kamu merasakan....
hebatnya cinta...
tersenyum kala terluka..
menangis kala bahagia...
bersedih kala bersama...
tertawa kala berpisah...

Aku pernah...
aku pernah tersenyum meski ku terluka
karena...
ku yakin Tuhan tak menjadikannya untukku

aku pernah menangis kala bahagia
karena...
ku takut kebahagiaan cinta ini kan sirna begitu saja

aku pernah bersedih kala bersamanya
karena....
ku takut kan kehilangan dia suatu saat nanti

dan....
aku juga pernah tertawa...
saat berpisah dengannya
karena...
sekali lagi cinta tak harus memiliki

dan....
Tuhan pasti tlah menyiapkan cinta yang lain
untukku.....
aku tetap bisa mencintainya
meski ia tak dapat ku rengkuh dalam pelukanku
karena...
memang cinta ada dalam jiwa bukan dalam raga

semua orang pasti pernah merasakan cinta
orang tua...
sahabat....
kekasih...
dan akhirnya pasangan hidup.....

buat temanku yang sedang jatuh cinta
ku ucapkan selamat...
karena cinta itu sangat indah
semoga kalian slalu bahagia...

buat temanku yang sedang terluka karena cinta...
hidup itu bagaikan roda yang terus berputar
satu saat akan berada di bawah
dan hidup terasa begitu sulit

tetapi...
keadaan itu tidak untuk selamanya
bersabarlah dan berdoalah
karena cinta yang lain
akan datang dan menghampirimu

buat temanku yang tidak percaya akan cinta
buka hatimu...
jangan menutup mata akan keindahan dunia
maka cinta akan membuat hidupmu
menjadi bahagia...

buat temanku yang mendambakan cinta..
bersabarlah...
karna cinta yang indah..
tak terjadi dalam sekejap...
Tuhan sedang mempersiapkan sgala yang terbaik
bagimu...

buat temanku yang mempermainkan cinta...
sesuatu yang begitu murni dan tulus
bukanlah untuk di permainkan

cinta bukan suatu kehampaan
smoga kalian berhenti mempermainkan cinta
dan mulai merasakan kebahagiaan yang seutuhnya....

Ayu Ikhwani said...

Waaaa Mak Su.. tgk la apa Rory tulih ni.. sedihnye hambe.. tetiba teringat kisah dulu² yg dah lama nak lupa..

A broken heart, heals with time and acceptance, but the scars would never fade no matter how long it takes.. because, what was once in your heart, will always stay in your mind throughout your whole life time..