Saturday, June 05, 2010
Sabar Ayu.. sabar!
Setelah sekian lame tanpe entry di blog, make hari ni akan ade entry.. tp bkn entry about things happening around me.. and believe me, there're lots. And happy ones jugak (credit to my new and one-and-only sister in law hehe..) but something happened just now that has made me so mad.. and telah mengamuk di FB haha..
You know how there are some people in your life who somehow manage to make you stoop way down to their level whenever they open their mouth? No matter how much you try to keep your cool and ignore how annoying they are, they still have the power to make you so mad, you just wanna explode.
I know, you should avoid these people.. but what if this is someone you just can't ignore. Maybe they have close ties to you that you just can't do anything about it.. God! Sometime I just hate these kinda people and have to refrain myself from wishing the worst for them!!!
I'm not proud of my outburst.. but man! How I wish I could knock come sense into these people. Boleh tak jangan anggap sumer orang bodoh and give stupid reasons for whatever you're doing.. or avoiding of doing?! And just because we don't say anything regarding those lousy excuses, doesn't mean we believe it.. tolong laaa.. bg la alasan logik skit! Ini tidak, terus menerus je anggap org keliling dia just as s***** as he is! Please laaa.. we keep quiet coz we know whatever response that comes outta our mouths would make you realize that WE KNOW you tried to make a fool outta us. We're speechless not because you give clever excuses, we're speechless coz we can't believe you think we're THAT STUPID!
And I can't believe you said that to THE ONLY PERSON WHO'S BEEN KEEPING YOUR BACK all this while. Takde gratitude langsung. Klau sy, memang bengang giler but this person who always believed you'd change, still sabar. Kadang² kat budak ni pun sy nak marah, coz to me,. you're hopeless. But I really admire this person who never stopped believing you would change even when you continue to menyusahkan hidup semua orang.. giler sabo! As for mine, dah lame hilang..
And tolong la jangan suruh org lain be better siblings. Look around you.. sape yang THE ONLY ONE yang ade masalah with EVERYONE?!?! Dalam camtu pun you still say orang lain yang salah.. bute ape? Don't think I dunno what you've been saying and what you've been doing. All the lies you told everyone about us, all the hurt you caused all of us. And just because now, one of us tends to be a bit aggressive (Ohh.. don't forget what you did to him when he was smaller, coward!) when it comes to you, you put him as the scapegoat for every wrong thing you do! Please laaa.. your friends (the only ones you have left laaa.. yes! I'm being nasty!) might believe you, tp tolong la jangan lupe, TUHAN LAGI TAHU!!
In fact, I DO have something you published some time ago that I can show to you if you DARE to deny.. and yes, every one of your lies in that 'publication', I could rebutt with the truth. But you, being you, wanted everyone to know the lies.. forgetting, the truth comes out in the end even without any effort from our part.. Dulu it was me, now its someone else whom you put the blame on.. tolong la, who's actually in charge of your life? Don't tell me its us when you've been avoiding us all these years.. now it DOES sound like a very lousy excuse on your part doesn't it.. especially if your friends know YOU'RE the one whose (afraid and) avoiding everyone!
Also, stop telling people how good it felt to hit someone who annoyed you.. twice! Even when you saw the blood gushing out of her eyelid, you still continued.. and somehow, I've been hearing a lot about it from HER FRIENDS who didn't hear it from the person hit by you, but rather heard it from you, yourself.. listen to yourself will you!
But most of all, stop assuming we're gullible and stupid and will believe anything you say for any excuse you give us (or give someone else). Start appreciating the person who had always believed in you, coz one day, he might just stop! Remember: What goes around comes around (as in 'dulu ko bully dia, skrg baru ko tau nak takut ngan dia'), and stop blaming others for whatever that suck in your life. Make up your mind on who you really are la.. dulu kate LAGEND (which btw confuses me since no one seems to really know you except your close friends haha.. as opposed to the person who believes in you yang tak penah bercerite of his accomplishments yet we still get the chance to be proud of him when we get to know about it!), skrg dok berdrama sakan la plak.. Soap opera pun tak complicated like this.
Adoi laa.. tadi dah sejuk skit sbnrnye.. tp ni mule panas balik! Tak tahan betul laaa.. and what makes me hate it even more, everytime something like this happens, I'll explode and stoop down to his level.. level yg rendah lagi dari six-down-under, okay!
Haishhhh.. kutip dose je malam² bute camni haha..