Lambatnye ari Rabu.. klau leh cabut sendiri, dah cabut dah nii :(

So finally I made the long overdue decision to extract my one and only wisdom tooth. It gonna be on Wednesday (awat lambat sangat tah?) so I still have another day and half with my tooth (okay, cam sentimental la sangat kaaaann~~)

Actually, sepatutnye cabut lame dah. It came out all herot petot ok.. mcm tak berfungsi je gigi ni akhirnye sbb senget almost 90°. Tp sbb tak mengganggu ape², dibiarkan aje dulu. Then satu hari mule sakit. Upenye my tooth cam brittle, so belah base dia jadik cam tajam and melukekan my inner cheek.. mule la tk selesa.

Went to the dentist and she proposed a tooth extraction tp bese la, Ayu ni degil haha.. Bkn sy takut jumpe dentist, in fact sy and my siblings lebey kurang cam poster child utk gi dentist ok. Kitorg yg akan sibuk nak gi jumpe dentist and tak pernah pun takut nak gi. Tp ntah la, maybe sbb berperasaan dewase kot bile ade wisdom tooth ni hahah.. aci ke camtu?

So bile dah tak sakit sangat, sy mmg cancel la nak cabut gigi tuh..

..until yesterday morning. Tepat jam 5.55am sy terbangun sebab berdenyut² sakitnye kat gigi tu.. adoiiiii! Tensen tul! So, berkawanlah sy ngan Bonjela dari pagi smlm sampai la petang arini. Tak lekang okkk.. bile gelak pun sakit, berkumur pun sakit.. ape ni, sumer bende wat pun sakit :(

Dan disebabkan itu, sy akhirnye akur ngan keputusan dentist itu 7 bulan yg lalu. Buat jugak appointment utk cabut gigi tu akhirnye.. aishhhhh..

So just curious: Org panggil wisodom tooth sbb org dewase and kunun dah berwisdom je bleh tumbuh dah gigi tu.. klau sy cabut, adekah bermakne sy dah takde wisodom dah pasni? (Budget berwisdom sgt la kan sblm ni) Heheh.. =p

Terrified..?

This song is on a loop in my car haha.. tetibe la plak suke lagu ni kan, tho' no relations what-so-ever with my current state of mind tho'.. I wish! Hahah..

Well, bkn tu je la yg I wish kan.. banyak lagi bende yang I've been wishing for so hard now.. yesterday once again I was pulled into the abyss of depression. Nangis tak tentu pasal without actually knowing why.. oppss, ape ni membebel Ayu?!?

Anyway, saje nak paste the lyrics here ♥

Terrified ~ Katharine McPhee

You by the light is the greatest find

In a world full of wrong, you're the thing thats right

Finally made it through the lonely

To the other side

You set it again, my hearts in motion

Every word feels like a shooting star

I'm at the edge of my emotions

Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love

And I'm terrified

For the first time and the last time

In my only life Life

And this could be good

It's already better than that

And nothings worse

Than knowing you're holding back

I could be all that you need

If you let me try

You set it again, my hearts in motion

Every word feels like a shooting star

I'm at the edge of my emotions

Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love

And I'm terrified

For the first time and the last time

In my only..

I only said it 'cause I mean it ohh

I only mean it 'cause its true

So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming

'Cause it fills me up and holds me close

Whenever I'm without you

You set it again my hearts in motion

Every word feels like a shooting star

Watching the shadows burning in the dark

And I'm in love

And I'm terrified

For the first time and the last time

In my only life

Life, life

In my only life

Bile Teacher Ayu mengajar sekolah rendah..

I've been teaching secondary school for almost 8 years now. Normally I'd decline whenever asked to be the relief teacher for primary school classes, but since Aza asked me ever-so-nicely the other day, I just had to agree..

Bukan tanak ajar sekolah rendah, but I actually think you really have to be patient klau nak ajo sekolah rendah. Sgt tabik kat cikgu² yg boleh, ok! Like the first time I taught primary school was a few years ago. English for standard 1 (English plak tuuuu.. huuu, sgt tak pandai ajo bahase!). Teacher Sheile had given me the 'props' for teaching. A passage with a few simple sentances with simple questions at the end of it.

Ayat pertama: My name is Swee Lan.

Dekat setengah jam kat ayat tu je. Why? Bkn sbb budak² tak faham the meaning of it, but because they were still kids and loved to asked additional questions such as;

Teacher, kenape name dia Swee Lan?

Teacher.. maknenye dia ni perempuan la kan?

Teacher, teacher.. kawan saya name Swee jugak, tapi bukan Swee Lan..

Teacher, Swee Lan ni name org cine kan, Teacher?

..and so on and so forth!

Heheh.. sabo je lahhh..

Anyway, kelas smlm, Teacher Sheila gave me this exercise to give to her students. Ade 3 pictures and a few key words utk diorg buat passage.

The 2nd picture was of an old lady tengah bawak raga and plastic with fruits yang dah terkoyak with the fruit dok berterabur atas jalan. The keywords were old woman - bag of fruits - tore - pavement. Nampak cam senang kan?

Ayat pertame sorang budak:

They saw an old MAN walking and her bag of fruits tore the pavement.

Aiyakkkk! Hape ni.. 'tore the pavement'.. Sakit mulut sy nak tahan gelak mase tu.. dah la old woman dah tukar jantina.

So, sorg budak ni baru berani nak tanye (gamak nye sbb tak kenal teacher ni, diorg segan nak tanye)

"Teacher, pavement tu ape?"

"Pavement tu mcm jalan" <--kate teacher Ayu ngan konpidennye

So ayat kedua yang terhasil ialah:

The old woman did not notice that her bag of fruits had torn so she continued to pavement.

Erkk.. continued to pavement?

Adehh.. upenye budak ni ingat I said jalan=walking instead of jalan=road.. hahah, time ni terpkase gelak skit sbb tak tahan dah..

They say the third times the charm tapi ayat ketiga ialah:

After her bag of fruits tore, the old woman just look at the pavement.

Adoi laaa.. terpakse la plak terangkan yg kene buat ayat ikut gambo yg diberi. Ade ke tetibe nak look at the pavement.

In the end, diorg berjaya jugak la hasilkan ayat² yang okay.. tu pun terpakse tahan gelak banyak kali hehe.. kelakar la budak².. tp sporting! Tu yg suke ♥

Still, sy tidak la fit to teach primary la kot.. and paling tak fit to teach English.. but I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy that class. Buat sy tersenyum sampai arini ☺

Bile phone kene bar..

..mcm² tak boleh buat!

You can't call anyone..

You can't text anyone..

You also can't receive any MMS, apparantly *sigh*

But there's one thing you can do:

You can compose a long text, saying all the things you can't say to someone. Write down all the things you'd never say out loud and the things you're not brave enough to say in person.. coz no matter how many times you click on the 'send' button, you know that text won't be delivered..

(You can also feel your heart plummenting to the ground when you get a 'false alarm' of the message BEING SENT hahaha..)

Beautiful Blogger Award from Mael

Ahaha.. suda lame tidak blog-hop sampai tak pasan award ni kat blog Mael. Thanx Mael! Suke je tag², award² ni kan, sbb you can compose a new entry dgn idea sedia ade =p (Kes malas nak pk idea sendiri lah tu)

Tho' I must say, rasenye icon for the award ni dah di edit oleh Mael since katun yg dok pegang award tu nmpk sgt sinonim ngan Mael ☺

Okay, so here goes!

I would like to give this award to:

Bai

Soraya

Watie

Papakeechee

LeeZha

Aiman (tho I dunno her latest blog nye URL)

Irnis
Mash

kak Anis

Liza adik Ami yg suke tukaq URL =p

Mahyun

7 things about myself includes: (Uhh, cam akan ulang je ape penah tulis sblm ni coz takde idea)

• I am 30 years old but only have 29 teeth haha.. aci ke baru tumbuh 1/2 of my wisdom tooth. Tu pun mcm nak kene buang je sbb tumbuh sgt tak cantik and scraping my cheeks


• I ♥ snail mail! Like, really crazy about them! Even in the age of e-mails and stuff, nothing tops snail mail. I can write 7-8 pages average for each letter and I like pasting mcm² on the pages or envelope. And eventhough I don't expect people to reply it that much, I ♥ getting replies and replying jugak to that reply hehe..


• Sy tak pandai masak dan sy sgt heran nape ramai org ckp camtu haha.. even kwn² skola also say that so I'm like, bile mase korg makan bende sy masak? But its a good motivator to make me really try to cook ☺


• I'm not a risk-taker. In fact, I run away from anything that I have NO inkling of the outcome if I try it but I recently did something I would've never imagined myself doing in a million years. well, that was before la, now that I've done it, I can't really say that la kan..


• I'm also a very private person.. though recent happeneings have made me question on how 'private' I am hahahah..


• I'm a lefty.. and proud of it! And no matter how many tags I have to do 'about myself', I'm always gonna write this down


• and last but not least, I love collecting quotes where my current favourite is pasted on my FB wall: ‎"Love is not blind - it sees more, not less. But because it sees more, it is willing to see less."

Tag from kwn baru di Blogspot ☺

Ohh.. sy suda lame tidak buat tag dan kini ditag oleh kwn baru di cyber space: LeeZha

Name one person who made you laugh last nite?
Dayah ☺

What were you doing 1 hour ago?
Sembang with Jaja pasal dia nye detox patch (promote²!) and pasal Sedim ☺

What was the last things you said out loud?
Mengong! (Favourite out-loud word haha..)

Where's the next place you're going to?
Err.. Jawi, for my class tonight (?) Aci ke jwb camtu?

What was the last thing you paid for?
Butterscotch chip and pecan cookies @Famos Amos.. Yummy! (dalam takde duit tuuuu!)

Where were you last night?
Airport.. anto Salleh ramai² ngan budak² ni and bercadang nak bg Salleh nangis hehe.. sekali kak Ayu dia plak nangis.. aparaaaa Ayu!

What's the best ice dream flavour?
Contrary to the belief that I'm a sucker for chocolate, I don't like chocolate flavoured ice-cream. Jap, bkn don't like, more like don't prefer it that much. My favourtie is the ol'skool flavour: Raspberry Ripple! Tp skrg jarang jumpe so I'd settle for Vanilla.. lgpun, raspberry ripple tu is basically vanilla with ripples of raspberry sauce pun kan ♥

Do you wanna cut your hair?
Uishh.. cam tau² ja Zha ni =p Actually, planning tu ade la since my hair almost at my waist dah skrg.. but as usual la, malas giler nak gi potong rambut. Potong sendiri kang, lain plak jadinye hehe..

Do you love to 'melatah'?
Love tu tak la.. but sometimes can't avoid it hehe..

Ifs thats so, what will you said out loud?
Ooo sayang oiii..

What does the last text-msg received say?
From Jaja: Nk bg dtox ptch.nt akak ad kt kiub gtaw eh (Sy type balik verbatim ok hehe..)

Will you get married in the future?
Erkkk.. hahah.. tidak dpt ku jawab ketentuan Tuhan =p Tp InsyaAllah ☺

Do you chew your straw?
Nope!

Do you make-up your own word?
Hehe.. mase mule² blaja ckp Penang, bnyk la TERmakeup my own words sampai kene gelak ngan kawan² sbb reke perkataan baru =p

Is there anyone you like/love right now?
Waaaaahhh~~ Adekah patut sy jwb soklan ini hahaha.. =p

And the tag goes to:

The Usual Suspects:
Sentot, Ana, Adi, Mael (Ohh Mael, kak Yong baru pasan ade tag jugak di blog anda)

And:
Mas, Papakechee, Mash, Ili, Watie, Ija, Irfan, Zaini (sbb baru bukak blog hehe..), Elie

Sy diganggu gangster Taman Sempadan =)

I've been having migrains for the past few days and yesterday wasn't an exception. Trus je tak dpt nak pegi jamuan raya for school (though adekah sy mmg tanak pegi? Hahah..) So smlm tido la sy sampai pukul 4.00pm.. sgt la nyenyak ok! The afternoon spent reading some books (novels.. bukan academic!) then menjelang malam, bersiaplah mau ke kelas dengan perasaan sangat ceria sbb dah tido lame and dah tak sakit kepale (klau tak cam malas je sbb ngantuk and penat kann hehe..)

Anyway, when I went home, as usual I parked the car under the porch and switched off the engine of the car. As I went to close the gates of my home, I realized that a pair of eyes was watching me..

The horrors of it!!

So I pretended NOT to notice those eys and continued to close the gate while my heart was beating so fast. I wanted to quickly open the doors to my house and escape to the privacy and safety of my home but those eyes never left me.

The owner of the eyes was sitting near the drain at my house with his hand drapped casually over the pipe near the drain. It took me a while to open the door as I was shaking badly. When I finally opened the door, I actually jumped into the house and slammed the door.

But then a thought came to me: Who the hell does this guy think he was, scaring me outside my own home?!!

So defiantly I opened the door and stared back at him (though I was still scared). I was hoping it'd scare him a bit to know (or think) that I wasn't afraid of him.. but he didn't budge. So I did the next best thing..

I took a bottle a threw it to him!

But he didn't run away, in fact he kept staring at me.. *creepy*

I found another bottle and again threw it at him but he was very stubborn.. never moved an inch!

It was then that I gave up and ran back inside the house, slammed the door shut after locking up and stuffed the gap underneath the door with newspapers..

Oh Mr K, bile la nak benti stalking sy ni?!!?!?